Je$$IC O R E!

I'll make you weak with this dialect I speak.
Sat Jun 27

4298.) I’ve realized that I’m the one keeping myself from happiness. When things in my life are finally going okay, I overanalyze the small things until I being to hate my life again. I listen to a sad song, write a depressing poem, until I feel the aching in my chest again and cry myself to sleep.

(via blogsecret)

last one before I dont post stuff very often anymore,
this like, read my heart. (except for the poetry.)

and baby, this wont get any easier.

Truth; Im scared to post tumblr blogs anymore. Really. I’m scared of judgement. And Letting my feelings out. So I am just. Not gonna blog. Its better this way. That way I cant be curtisized for my true feelings. not that I have many followers anyways, its just a little note to those who are following me.

Tue Jun 16
jess and I thought people should know how much of an intellegent individual Kenny Corn is. Please, enjoy, and know, it was done with the best of intentions, and we were full of inspiration. (:

jess and I thought people should know how much of an intellegent individual Kenny Corn is. Please, enjoy, and know, it was done with the best of intentions, and we were full of inspiration. (:

Mon Jun 15

(:

My favorite things; (kind of in order)

1. Jesus and my mammaw.
2. My fwiends! (jhall, amy, melissa, heather, zoe, crowley, lynda, sierra, tim, ect.)
3. Xenox!
4. Nicholas Long!
5. Breakdowns/shows (tied!)
6. Smiles
7. Twitter.
8. Pictures. Big hair. A day to remember.
9. Flaming Hot Funyons.
10. Buffalo Wings. (:

Things that. I dont like so much.

1. Mean Attitudes.
2. People who hold mad grudges.
3. Arrogance.
4. Extream Hypocracy. (everyone is a hypocrite, some show it more.)
5. Kenny Corn.
5. Rap. Unless its Kayne, (:
6. Playing resident evil 4 on the wii. its hard D::o
7. People who cant (or refuse to) apologize.
8. People who correct me.
9. People who think just cause they havent done things that ive done that they are better than me.
cause everyone is equal.
10. People who cant give second chances. Jesus gives us a MILLION chances,
why cant we share that love to everyone we meet?
(im going over 1.)
11. Satan, for attacking so many nice people, who dont deserve the crap he gives them.



haha im bored, and I wanted to make a random list.
I need to go eat, and brush my teethersss.
Bye (:

dear tumblr. I got a little on mah mind.

im old news. Life. Is getting stale. Sure. I do new things all the time. But im sick of the same vicious cycle I live in. Watch someone get stabbed in the back, sew it up, its healed, and the repeat. The constant arguing of everyone. And breaking up, getting back together, the everyone talking crap behind eachothers backs. the frustrations that everyone is feeling. Is the past repeating itself. I want everyone to be happy. Including myself. But this crap. Is last season. Why cant we all just get with the program? :p

Thu Jun 11

2857.) I put on this image that i’m confident and i love everything about myself, but in the inside i’m the most insecure person you’ll ever meet.

(via blogsecret)

Wed Jun 10
This is like, a person who weighs 90 pounds. This is absolutely GROSS. This is what society says is cute, or “skinny” Someone needs to take a stand, and change the standard. HEALTHY is beautiful. Not rib cages. I’m sick of my friends, (and even myself sometimes) thinking they are fat just because we cannot compair to something like that. Lets make a cute pudge the new skinny. Can I get an AMEN?

This is like, a person who weighs 90 pounds. This is absolutely GROSS. This is what society says is cute, or “skinny” Someone needs to take a stand, and change the standard. HEALTHY is beautiful. Not rib cages. I’m sick of my friends, (and even myself sometimes) thinking they are fat just because we cannot compair to something like that. Lets make a cute pudge the new skinny. Can I get an AMEN?

everyone elses lack of self confidence is

bringing me down.
Im gonna go running later.

And ill lose 10 pounds by the end of the summer.
If it kills me.

2775.) I skipped a meal today. I felt so accomplished.

katykills:

(via blogsecret)
Katy you are scaring me soo much. You are seriously one of the most beautiful people I have ever met, And it isnt your fault that society tels you you have to be 90 pounds and all bones. THAT isnt cute. And katy, having a HEALTHY bodyis cute.you arent effing faT, your perfect in my eyes, cause we are almost the same weight, and if your fat, im fat too. But, neither of us are fat. I WONT let you skip a mean when you come over. period. and its BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.
Mon Jun 8

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Nothing helps.
not praying. (cause nothing is changing.)
not going to church.
not hanging out with friends.
not hanging out with nick.
not over-eating and watching scary movies…
I need to face that
ill always be depressed.

but boy, I can hide it so well.